Desmond B.Geronimo

MENTAL HEALTH DEPRESSION  I have a mental health depression every night my anxiety keep attacking me and I don't know how to deal it have a poor deit I don't care about my self because of my sensitive thinking like who cares about you and the day started when i scrolled i see in tiktok many teenager like me having a wonderful relationship in their life and me i'm just a boy who wait in real love my mother support's me in my goal and  relationship but still I can't manage to be happy i just missed that day my ugly smile but is legit not fake because now in my age i can smile but it doesn't mean  I'M HAPPY I FEEL NUMB FULL OF ANGER but i hold it back because i don't recognize my self when im angry mood swings etc shit* happen nothings new nothings new getting rejected many ways and many times and the day my father died my depression getting worse i act that im ok but still i wanna open up but im to scared because my sadness in my brain chest heart all my n...

  Hi there my name is Desmond, I play in go for gold for short batang pinoy, I placed 2nd place in Talisay Battangas city. In my hard work of training in 7years i lose weight many calories are so all out bacuse of that my confidence and my self confident has been level up bacause of that I've been in relationships very well in a different place But in that situation I've been in contract in rizal where in my try out ive never been picked because my master said to me you are not ready son because there's a lot more stronger than you kid but I'm so proud of you because i see the future on you well you are not the strongest them all atleast you take the team at the final gap of your game  At my lowest when i remember that senario I've been lucky because his like my father and master i remember my master said stand proud my son you are strong, Maybe this is not my time to shine but someday in my comback i will be the strongest!...